made to be a monster

Sometimes i wonder why some people have egos so incredibly huge that they dont do some self-reflecting.
Everything is to blamed on everyone around them.
If you feel something’s amiss shouldnt one do some self-reflection?

Personally I do that lots cause I’m afraid of conflict, I lie in bed regretting actions or words I’ve said to people on most nights thinking “ahhh i should have handled that better” or “i really shouldnt have said that”.

When people become close friends, it takes effort and initiative on both sides. It’s not a one-sided affair where when you’re struggling do you cling to us for dear life.

A friend is not some sort of tool or a sacrificial pawn in a chess game.

Don’t make it sound like we are monsters, we are just monsters…. for ..fame *insert lady gaga’s song*


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