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where do you think you’re going, baby?

It’s hard to look right at you baby,
but here’s my number,
so call me…maybe?

And all the other boys,
try to chase me,
but here’s my number,
so call me….maybe?

Coz that’s how I feel right now haha!


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dark love {Kaya//LUTS Lishie boy hybrid}


We don’t need any words
Just whip me hard and stab me with a thorn
I’ll never oppose you,
So tie me up, get on and do me.

Iya iya iya
If those words means, “I love you”, please show me
I think we are on our way to a sweet love story

I’ll lock up the door if it isn’t you
And just go to bed 

Just take me for a fool
And cherish me as always 

Ara ara ara
Your eyes light up like a beast,
Let’s be self-sufficient and go hunt for a corpse 

Lyrics: Freeeze – Aural Vampire

Kaya makes one of four vampires in my crew~ And is the oldest haha~
Anyways freaking love Aural vampire!!!!!
What genre is this? Dark-trance??? (is there such a thing? haha)


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before gaga

Before Gaga talked about being different… there was Pink… (=3=)

Had so much fun singing (more like yelling and jumping during the chorus) this during KTV keke.
Loved her ever since listening to “don’t let me get me” <3

Anyways KTV was a “farewell gathering” for my supervisor and bossu~ (T^T)
And man, I love advertising people srsly.
No walls up, just go wild. That’s how partying / ktv-ing should be.
Hate it when I’m like the only one who wants to headbang to rock songs or jump around!
Why so serious hey!

Would love to go on a roadtrip while blasting music and being all crazy in the car!
Keke !

Anyways a lot of shit happened during these past week, but I’m really thankful for Kymmie and my bros!
Thanks for being there always! (=3=)/

I’m seriously thinking of looking at other options right now… life likes to mock me. I end up liking issues/ things I didn’t like in the beginning. FML!

But ever since my elder bro talked to me, I’m seriously considering that option due to all the shit I’m getting now. But I don’t wanna get away yet coz of my pooch :(

I’m gonna see how :///

Things are not looking up at work. I thought I had a glimmer of hope but that hope has recently been distinguished.


I’m gonna just wait it out for another month and think about my options :/

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ふわふわり ふわふわる

ふわふわる ふわふわり

神様 ありがとう

Fluffy and fluttering, fluttery and fluffy.
I can float up to space when you call my name.

Fluttery and fluffy, fluffy and fluttering.
When you smile, with just that, a smile comes to my face.

Thank you, God.
Even if our fateful encounter was just a prank by fate,
I’m happy that I met you.

– Renai Circulation by Hanazawa Kana

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그대 내 맘에 들어오면은

뛰어 갈 텐데 날아 갈 텐데
그대 내 맘에 들어오면은 오래오래 그대 곁에 남아서
강물처럼 그대 곁에 흐르리
그대 내 맘에 들어오면은

MBLAQ – 그대 내 맘에 들어오면은

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talking to myself

What are you wandering for?
What do you want to see at the end of your journey?
What the hell are you scared of?
Why are you sighing over so much?

If your brain is about to be controlled
By the things reflected in your eyes, just
Listen to the voice in your heart

だけどほらその中に君だけの答えが そう隠れてる
Reality always makes us run for nothing
But hey, your own answer is hiding in it
If you have any unsatisfied feelings,
It’s what you created with your own hands

Where should you go,
To find a true smile?

現実と 日をもう終わり
I pretended to be ready for the negative feelings
That would come after makeshift pleasures
But I end up escaping from reality

This is the age full of information and temptations
That’s why we should make choices of our own
Creation comes after destruction,
This you actually know.

Talkin’ to myself – Hamasaki Ayumi

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mash ups!

Not going to blog about anything first till I covered my Japan stuff..
which I’m taking a long time trying to pen my thoughts down.
Ah life of a procrastinator!

Speaking of which, I’ve kept delaying “spring cleaning” day.
My room has absolutely no more space for costumes, clothes, magazines and what not, especially after Japan and moving the stuff in my room from Brissy back here.

Its a fucking junkyard in here!
Semi-glad that there’s no Christmas gathering for my family this year.
Don’t need my relative to see what a hurricane would look like in my room either (>_>);;

The whole cluttering of stuff pisses me off. Haha (.__.);;
Hopefully I will get it all cleaned up by Christmas.
Gonna throw away past documents from poly, books, CDs from the 90s (I’m a hoarder :/) and what not.

Anyways, been listening to mash ups recently!
Contrary to popular belief, I actually do listen to western music from time to time!

I like the first one better cause the second one has Justin Bieber in it (>_>);; I can’t stand his voice and the song and just URGHHH.

And on a non-mashup video:

GD and T.O.P are my favs in Big Bang !
If I wasn’t so tired yesterday, I would have cried tears of joy.
I was seriously that moved when I found out the news and saw the videos haha.

Though I’m not too fond of T.O.P’s hair, nothing beats GD’s old popcorn hair, so I’ll close one eye haha.
In the comeback stage, GD’s hair just reminds me of Shikamaru from Naruto.
No, really :///

But I seriously love their stages!
Can’t wait for tomorrow’s Mnet stage! It’s the most expensive stage in Mnet’s history!

BB fighting~! (=3=)/

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it’s 5am..

but I’m still awake with a few songs stuck in my head, like a sick continuous playlist of doom.
I realise I should be sleeping only because Jean is awake (it’s 7am in Brisbane and she has to go to work) and was like “oi pork girl why are you awake?!”

I was confused like “NO, WHY ARE YOU AWAKE?!!” But then it dawned on me … it was pretty late /early.

Anyways, my current playlist of doom:

Wotamin (=3=)/

She has amazing vocal range! She did both Len AND Luka’s parts!! (*___*)
It’s like… simpsons’ voice actors… except better… and hotter.

Because I watched the Glee preview , this song got stuck in my head haha.

Ok, I better go to bed~
Going to meet Sandra for tea later (=3=)/

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just wanna dance sometimes

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying a-yo, gotta let go
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying a-yo, baby let’s go

– Taio Cruz – Dynamite

Suddenly want to go to a club, dance and get loose.

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oh my kiseob

So much more screen time for him, yay!!
But I think he slipped just a little during his “solo” time (T_T)

Going to start on assignments tomorrow and slog till Week 13 (it’s week 12 next week)
I’m so fucked really ! (T_T)
It feels like I’m drowning.. sigh!
Also it’s been really cold these 2 days, it’s gonna rain the whole week!

Recently I’ve also been regretting some things, the could have beens.

But there’s no point in crying over split milk eh~

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